Time to touch on some reality stuffs
not a very heigthening period for me actually
i am busy with nothing, but merely making myself to recover
from a silly irreversible decision of mine
thinking back, its just so bad
but what happens, happened
pointless to rant about it
i was left with no other option but to stay back in Malaysia

zero serious work done, and of course unable to fulfill many important tasks
which got to mean that, i disappoint many again
ouh
i just dread disappointments so much
not to forget, this incident once again troubled so many people around me
i just do not know how apologetic and grateful for all the helps

praying for speedy recovery
better anytime before the chinese lunar new year, which
i used to look forward so much
but its not the case now
how sad :(

Before any worst
i think i better be back in family care in Malaysia
will be good by next week

remains uncontactable
my apologies to any inconvenience caused
i don wanna to.

Consulted doctor this morning
on medical leave for a day
down with fever
and
-the pain is just going to kill me in any moment.

oh no. so bad. :(

I can really sympathize the feeling of being burnt
during the first day of the month
sun burnt is not something ha ha
it can make you faint – anytime.

bad.
serve me right though. :)

January is going to end in a couple of hours
time passes hastely
-as I always have mentioned.
There’s something that I need to focus my attention on
i am apparently being recklessly ignorant
but i like the way i am now
my new year resolution just simply, works
it makes me living this first month of 2010 a fulfilling one.

yesterday out with family at Sutera Mall
the chinese new year atmosphere was awesome
crowded with new year enthusiasts, drumers and music, bad traffic too
decided to do away with spectacles
due to vainity
first experience on wearing contacts
- bad.
probably need to have more guts
adjustment needed.

chinese new year is around the corner
- something to look forward to every year
i gonna have a booms one. :)

Feeling is something decietful
they can be simple at times
but they can get complicated too
which will mess me up.

new hair cut anyway. :)

whatcha say – Jason Derulo

[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it’s all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin’ to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don’t really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn’t know what to do
But when I become a star we’ll be living so large
I’ll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it’s all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn’t clever
But me and you we’re meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn’t know what to do
But when I become a star we’ll be living so large
I’ll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it’s all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don’t want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin’
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain’t right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don’t want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin’
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain’t right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn’t know what to do
But when I become a star we’ll be living so large
I’ll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it’s all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

——————————————————–

-this music video is inspirational
especially at 0:24 – 0:28 s.
move it.

tell me tell me whatcha say yah…

A sudden change of plan this morning
ended up wanted to “study” in town
and so called in searching of inspiration
so met up with Grace at Orchard and headed to Coffee Bean.
”No Study”. – oh no.

Still we just do not care
netbook kills
cos we did this.

in Coffee Bean? Yeah.
Studying wasnt as productive
but nevermind (at least a little was done).
The twinny G (Gabe and Gillian) came by during mid afternoon
such a “surprise”. Ha. – don blame Grace :)
anyway Ginseng Peppermint Tea is nice.

Off to Xing Wang again, to avoid heaty food
gotta get sick soon huh
had our all time fav – yuan yang.
And, of course this never fails to happen

 
and round 2 coming up
  
come on, even canon came on show

did some silly walk arounds
from ion to 313 and from 313 back to ion
breathing the air of town
feeling the heartbeat of the city
how good will that be if we can just do aside with work and enjoy
probably if i gonna retire at the age of 30?

only if.

:)

Flu is not a simple thing to deal with
especially during such a period
I got to take good care.

Knowing that in reality
I still need to study
makes it worst,
- somehow.

whataya want from me – Adam Lambert

Hey, slow it down
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, I’m afraid
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now here we are
So whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me – I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try but I think
you could save my life

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

So
Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
whataya want from me