For you…Shane Hartnett

Sometimes, I got a feeling like…Jumping down the building and end off everything…but reflecting back, is it worthy? Not at all…haix, jumping from Singapore building not good…not high enough…and not my country somemore, later donno how to go back…well, if possible, go Kuala Lumpur Petronas Tower (Twin Towers) better still. First and ever, who dare to jump from that building…tall enough..hahax, become famous. No la, just kidding. Yesh, indeed, I wish that I can jump…but the “dare” is not there at all. And most importantly, is my future days ahead and my family and friends. Thinking of them always, my first priority!

Life for me has becoming more stressful and boring. And Shane is becoming just so insipid…i would say, slacking along the hols…as if theres no work to do…nonsense…I still got a pile of Chinese A homework for me to do…for god sake! Will faint. 3 Long composition, 1 research to do and must read “Chinese Novel”…wahh…tell you i cannot stand liaoz. And arg….still got maths also man…Maths got one practice paper for me…waiting for me, and looking at me…on top of that, I have to do catching up work! I have just finished the Econs Chapter on “Labour Market”–Wat the hell…haix, can la, but not very confident. And arhhh…Maths, studying the topic on Complex Numbers! Wat is that!!! I read it again and again…wahhh, can kill urself with that already! Lots of things to memorise. And Chinese A, still got the poems to memorise…haix, also, have to do major revision work…all IN ONE MONTH’s TIME! You see…how bad is that, life sux ritesz…yarh…this will be a very very good source for future JC students. The life of JC student can be describe as:”NO LIFE”…! I remember how I have my days in secondary school, that were memorable. Worth to remember…but in JC, workload alone can kill a person. I am now…my status now is just “broken down”. Really down…mental disabled…unable to study well at all. My mind is totally blank! I really donno why I have become like this, but I have been stress till like this….partially is because of this la…If time can turn back, I will choose POLY! Maybe, not only me, some of my class and school mates will support this! So, heres an advise to people choosing JC or Poly.

NEVER GO JC IF YOU ARE NOT A NERD~

Not to criticise but its the fact la…even you feel that you can do it…you have the confidence…having the peseverance, is not enough de. Becos the life here can totally shuts you down immediately…Serious!

Well I shall not say much, but its like that la…haix, now i have tok about my views…feeling a bit better lers…Remember! ~

Breathless. Tired! Go Bonkers!

Shane Hartnett Zelando

For you…Shane Hartnett

Sometimes, I will ask myself, if you believed in the word, “LUCK”. Well, times and times, now I have the answer. I believed luck exists in this world. And its very very important to all. Well, I donno if you believed it but its true.

Frankly speaking, I have quite a number of bad lucks….I think. Well, a typical example is by this: “Kena Leg”, “Kena Scold” and now “Kena Late”. Urm..I also donno why I will bring such things to people. But if you are with me, bad luck will come. And sometimes, I wonder if I am the one for her. Err..haix, I also don want to tok about it. Piles of work are waiting for me to do. For god sake, I am now so blurred and I really don know where I stop. Haix, sianz. So many things waiting for me to do. And time hasnt been enough for me..always, and now. Kill myself better. But most of all, I trust myself, realising myslef and able to make my mark.

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For you…Shane Hartnett

Yesh, my new blog design shows that I have dreamt and for now I am awake. A new beginning and I will start my life a fresh! Don think of the past. Now, my studies at risk, I shall see what I can do about it. Of course, nothing but to work hard. Well, this dream has ended. But I still remember you guys, my family and my friends.

If you guys have any doubts, just to say, thats a dream…really a dream. There is not end while there is no start. Thats my hint. Hope you guys get it…hahax…well end off, more to come…

All the best and good luck*:)

Shane Hartnett Zelando

For you…Shane Hartnett

Bi Shang Yan Mo Nian Shan Bian (183 Club + 7 Flowers)

Shane Hartnett Zelando

For you…Shane Hartnett

Long it has been a week and I am here blogging again. Life’s …I can say its …to me and for me is lifeless, tiring…stressful…arh…

Well, I don really feel that bad ya cos during the weekends, hahax, I watched Harry Potter liaoz…and on top of that, thanks for the gal whom has accompanied me there, making it much …hahax, I donno, but a sense of warmth and happiness…yarh…thx gal…

Well, and now, I am back to my revision marathon lehz,…sianz, but its rather busy lers worx…and yeap, ma life and everything, and everything have to rush…really, and I am rather stress with various thingy now…but I know, its just a moment…it will be over…and I am sure about it…hahax, and on top of that, JC Year 2 is coming already, and I have not yet prepared…sianz siaz, but soon,everything will be started…lets go!

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For you…Shane Hartnett

Well, at last, these two days, I have successfully started my major revision work…and yet I am able to spare time to do blogging…amazing isnt it….hahax, urm…sometimes, I personally think that, even u r busy with ur studies or work, it is necessary to have some break in between…haizz, i also donno why i suddenly have such a Motivation…to study and do catching up…

Sometimes, I am so impress with those bright students, if I was one of them…then my time now will not be so stressful, but I know, …daydreaming. There are so many things piling up in my life, and moreover, i really cannot stand liaoz…my feelings now is that, gonna explode soon…very soon…sometimes, I almost wanna give up myself, and its tiring , pressurised to see all da work…i hope tt i can avoide them, but I know tt i cant…next year ar…difficult lor…haizz. Then for now, everyone in ma class seems alright with their studies…but who can help me? In this class, in this school, I really really cant find a person, who is really helpful…in my secondary school days, I have a class, named as 4M2…well, this bunch of frenz, are not just classmates, they are really frenz for life…and da teachers there, is not helpful, but really very very helpful and enthusiastic…in teaching us…I remembered, some of my best study mates, Desiree, Estee, Liting, Jin Chuan, Ada, and some more…they are the people really helpful, no matter who u r, how u performed, they will treat me as equal. They will try their best in giving me the solutions to my doubts…they try their best to guide me to the correct path, they try their best to make me understand…and I really really missed them, so much so much….if time can turn back, I wont choose JC as my path, I will go with u guys, to poly…frankly speaking, Poly life is much shiok than JC…haizz…regret…

The teachers for example, Tan KB, Anshad, Soh SE, and many more, they are great teachers, they have those type of motto,: Students before self…!” Wow, these are real teachers man…and they are ma mums and dads to my studiess…miss them too…

Sometimes, I wonder, classmates, how about school mates…for example, i have frenz from da first class, one of them , Zyue Xhien, he was the best brother that I ever have, hes the “Best Frenz Example”,..wow, hes possible in everything…let me tell you more. This guy over here, performed academically well, very very well, and hes top few of the school. In every exam, he top the class and level, but yet, hes really really humble…very very…hes not selfish…he don mind others to win him, cos he wants to see all his frenz to perform well too…he taught me many things, without him, todays Shane is still a useless chap…I am really grateful to have such a true friend and I really wish to have him all da times, but however, its impossible…btw, hes now in NYJC…urm, well doing quite well, and heard from him tt hes struggling with his Gp…haizz, Gp really kills…

Well, in JC, I really cannot find such people le…not tt i dont like my JC classmates, yesh, I like them, but not as much…not tt i am bias or wateva, but its really true…till now, maybe, the best friend tt i got in JC, is actually Cai Ye and Nattaporn…They have nearest character compared to my sec frenz…Cai Ye is ma class mate, every now and then, whenever I got trouble, shes da one consoling me, guiding me, and really helpful…I am really grateful to have her and I really wanna say a big Thank you to you…Next, Nattaporn, oh gosh, this gal is damn strong…hahax, shes the “kai xing guo” la…we are just soul mates…knowing each other quite well, when i got my downs, I will tok to her and look for her, when shes down or stress…she will tok to me, asking and telling me stuffs…all along, shes my best JC schoolmate…an active gal with various talents…appreciated…nat…thnx for all u have done…for me…and one more thing, shes the one giving me morning call every school day….hahax…my mama…:)

One more guy, hahaz, this one ar, humorous i can say…U wanna know wats helpful is rite, this guy here is a great example…and he is Felix ker…a comp expert..really a bright student…impressed..no matter how busy he is, he will try his best to help u, and he really did. Hes a great guy, great frenz…hes my classmate…my frenz, and all my computer knowledge, is from him…thx you very much, very very…and also, this guy is very gentle towards gals and likes to crap along…haha, and hes still single…but in love with someone…ahahx, anyone interested, ask me for his msn, hehex, very handsome too…wahaha!

Haizz, I really hope that I can find such a frenz in my JC life, maybe its time tt matters…lets see baz…

And also, these few days, I know where my motivation came from, from the gal tt i love very very much…a big thx to you too, muackzz…and u too, take care and swot hard!

All da best everyone!

Shane Hartnett Zelando

For you…Shane Hartnett

In response to Felix doubts, I believed that the word “FORVER” is possible. Yesh, everyone’s character varies across the society…but a Love Forever, whether it will last, I strongly believed that, it depends on you.

Opportunity is everywhere, but whether issit for you, has to depends on yourself. The chances are under you, if u are willing to pursue for these opportunities, one day, they will belong to you…and u will make it, but if you just sit there and do nothing, hahax, will u get anything?

So as wat I have said, the word “Forever” in Love is possible, only u r willing to wait, to care and to love. If this person is worthy for you to love forever, why not? Sometimes, it may seems difficult to continue loving a person, but have you ever think, why is it difficult. Or issit very tired to love that person, or u din ever tell her wat you feel for her. Yesh, you are the one who wants to wait, but yet, you are the one who gave up…thats why, the word “Forever”, totally depends on you…in this present world, many couple exists. But if they last forever, can be figured out with our own eyes.

For you couples, will you last forever, also mainly depends on what u r aiming for. If you are aiming to play…of course, how will this last. On the other hand, if you are aiming for a loving future, hahax, of course, this will surely last. Why? Cos they have trust, and they believed and they respect each others decision, and this will surely last…haizz, after all my confusing and lame explanation, what i want to say is that, loving a person is not just about love, to tok about forever love will need more than that, and its the common goals tt u guys share and wanna achieve. As such, it all depends on every single individual. Believe in Fate baz…

All da best!

Shane Hartnett Zelando

For you…Shane Hartnett

Well, for the whole of my life, I have told myself before, my principle in life…now should tok about my principle towards a gal…tt I love. As such, I would like to say tt, I have told maself in the very beginning, the gal of mine, should be da first and the last…which means forever…she can have the fullest freedom, I respect her decision, and I understand her…I care and most importantly, Love her for the rest of my life…maybe some of you think that its impossible, but i did it!:)

Yesh, it seems difficult, but somehow, I did it. Before further explanation, I shall tell you guys a story, and you will able to understand the relationship between the Prince and da Princess…

Once upon a time, the sky of the 21st Century turns white and glows…suddenly, brightness shone on the Loving World…here comes the Prince and da Princess of the Wonderland. They do not know each others, when one day, they met in the bus…haha, as such, they are fated to meet, and their fate have not end here…for four years in the same secondary school, they went through a long relationship in these years…and yet both of them din know something…but before tt, this realationship is just a funny relationship, not love, not frenz, in between the love and frenz…hahax. And on a particular day, this Prince was studying in a Junior College, and da Princess was in an Institute pursuing her diploma too. And the Prince told the Princess that he love her…oh…as such, long period of talks and everything, they found out tt they have feelings for each others…but!, one thing have played on them…FATE…Fate have played on them again and again, da Prince is pursuing A Levels, which is widely known as the most stressful course to take…and as such, Prince have to pay alot of attention on his studies..as for da Princess, she too, have to study well, and ya…after which, one day, both of them were chatting, and they came to an agreement that the Princess is willing to wait until the Prince has finish his A Levels…as such, they felt so happy and they agreed upon it…after few weeks, Prince have found out something bad and he thought alot…as such, Prince has decided to have a “One Year Separation”…on a particular day, Princess was just so shocked by what Prince had told her…shes lost, in pain and blank…and on tt night, Princess has given Prince to love her for the very last moment before they separate for one year. And indeed, some sweet happenings occurred…(may u think of this part:P)…and then on da night, Prince had dinner with Princess’s Family…great time of course…and as if as one family.! After which, the moment when they sent Prince home, once Prince stepped off the car, the feelings is just so heavy, sad and sorrows…however, Princess has gave Prince the last smile, wanting Prince to leave with her smilesz…and Prince stood there, watching the car to vanish from his sight, and saying to Princess that to take care, and after one year, I will look for you, I promise, and I will do it! …as such, every seconds passed…after which, Prince learnt that Princess cried for him, very badly…Prince begins to feel guilty of his doings as he think that, its really selfish of him…and leaving Princess hurting and hurting…haizz, Prince really do not know what to do, lost and commentless…both of them din slept well these few days and both are thinking of each others…

Princess did sent messages through mail, telling Prince wats her feelings….after which, Prince was so happy at wat he saw…and he was feeling just so bad and very bad, for hurting Princess so badly. He said so many sorries, hoping that Princess will forgive him…however, days passed, and yet, Princee do not understand why Prince do it…and heres the reason…as you all know, Prince is pursuing his A levels, and need a lot of time to do revision, he felt that his studies will neglect Princess and he thinks that hes not ready to make such commitment.,..and one thing, he just do not want to hurt Princess further…however, Princess was so blank and do not want to understand…due to her bad memos in the past…well, as such on one day, Prince has no choice but to call Princess…they had a long 2 hours talk, Princess was being hurtz so much by Prince and Prince was trying to explain…but , Princess do not understand. Well, FATE has made them to make this call and FATE had again played on them again…at last, both of them are still unbearable to leave each others for one year, so unbearable, FATE have gave them the last answer to it…lets go back to our promise, after A levels, Prince and Princess will be together….and really, da Prince Promised, da Princess Promised and They Promised…as such, they had a great chat and everything is back to happiness and frenz…

Prince said to Princess:” I trust you very much, very very much, and no matter wat u do, I understand you, and I will give you the fullest freedom, go, do anything you want…anything…I won think too much, Just becos I trust you, believing you and respect you, I understand you, cos this is real love for you…always, and we promised, all da best, we shall meet after As…”!

As such, the night sinks…sleeping soundly with sweetness on their smilez…

Shane Hartnett Zelando

For you…Shane Hartnett

Haha, after one year of hard work, its has not go down to the drain. From the day which we were grouped as one group, myself, Cai Ye, Suan Ming, SuYing and Wendy…haha, actually we don really know each others well…but things turn out very good, really very good, haha, and ar, no quarrel I presumed..haha, very happy, smooth and cooperative group, leading to such a wonderful result.

Well, as such, on the 10 November, we have presented…and now I shall say everyone did a great job worx….thx all of ya, for making this project a success…reflecting back from the first time we presented…haha, Cai Ye, haha, last time, pronounciation is a problem…and now, we can see, her England becomes “PROrer”, haha…and we can see how she host the BC News and she answer question like pro like tt…as for Suan Ming, wahaha, last time, tok till so soft…now , wahaha, under JJ 144 Training Club, she dare to project her voice now worx….pretty good, improves by leaps and bounds, as for suying, last time not really confident and now, wahaha, changed…CONFIDENT liaoz worx, and Wendy as good as ever….

Hehe, now I shall say thx u gals, very much, all da best, lets pray…and we gonna perform much better in the As, of course, 05S22, lets chiong ba…good luck…see u all at the bbq>>>

Shane Hartnett Zelando

For you…Shane Hartnett

Haha, after a week or so, break…somehow…but actually, its because something terrible happened. I shall not disclose wat issit, but its a sad thingy…and then urm, just came back from Perak, haha. I was so happy that I saw my Grandma, still as strong as ever, smiling and being happy…no worries…haha. My Grandma is someone who is very very special, in my heart, shes the superwoman, tt i ever seen…haha, and urm, always, she tends to ask me about my studies…encourage me to work hard…well, I always listen to my Grandma de lor…lol, and now I should not slack around le lor, its time to dive into “hardworking” and “revision” time…

After Project Work Oral Presentation, and all the undone thingy, I shall be driving full speed, revising and do lots of catching up work man…so its like, very busy le ba…this hols and this year sucks as much man…its so tiring, really tiring,…always hope tt my baby is beside me, encouraging me…and ya…haha, nevermind, listen to her voice and words, sure can do it de la.

Well, I should summarise the things I wanna do, first, is to do catching up, for Maths, Economics and CA. Then revision work…and of course, the Hols work man…haizzz.

Don worry, wahaha, i will work hard , really, all i need is the support from family, baby and you guys man….haha, urm well,I shall not say much, but its time to stop my slackings…i have woke up…and i shall start work…all the best everybody, Go On Shane!

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