A LEVELS ARE STARTING IN 3 DAYS TIME

EVERYONE MUG HARD AND SMART

BELIEVE YOUR HEART FLY BEYOND SELF

I just cannot imagine that the A Level is starting in the next 4 pathetic days. OMG. SHOUT Together!~ Have not been switching on the com since last two days, as promised…due to focusing on studies instead. Entering this entry at friend’s computer, lol…so as to restrict myself from switching on mine. Lol,

Alrytes, days have been normal for me, and maybe for my friends too. Waking up the morning and off to school to study…till late at night, homed, and study..then sleep, and the process goes on and on until my dear 15 November has arrive. Hehe. How I wish Nov 15 will come by in just a blink! And there are so so so many wonderful things for me to enjoy. I love being single, don have anything to worry about, and days will go on and on smoothly. Yeah yeah yeah…don get too drifted away from now. But nevermind, such days will soon be over…and a new journey is waiting for me to embark on.

Anyway, haven been laughing enough these few days due to studies, but I hope to hear some humorous jokes from YJR, hehe. But nevermind, it will come one day. 15 15 15 15 15 15 is a lucky number yeah…well, exam coming soon, everyone, mug hard and jia you. May god blesses alllllll! :)

Oh my god oh my god, ONE MORE SIAOX SIAOX WEEK left! Haix, I am rather worried for myself liaox. Because I really do not know where I am now. But somehow, I know I am on the track. Hope so. God bless. Anyways, just came back to Singapore, sianx, cos have to study and mug hard. But nevermind, I shall persist on and move on, because, the next time that I will be going back to Malaysia will be 15 November, Damn Shiok okay! But 22 Days more lor. One more week to the A Levels, I also quite sianx, happy that its coming, jia you jia you. Donno hows u guys doing le leh? Should be alright de ba. Shall make full use of the last one week. I dreamt actually…last night or so, I dreamt on the day which A Levels result release. Lol, you know what, I remember very very clearly, I got A2 for GP, C for Econs, C for Chinese A, and you know what, an E for Mathematics. Issit a hint for me that I should work extra hard for Mathematics? Yesh, I think so, because all of subjects wasnt that great anyway. But for GP, A2??? Siaox, I cant even get a B…! Unless wrong script lah! Haha. Alrytes, I should rest awhile and back to work after dinner. Awwww…sleepy!

Recently, back to Malaysia. Have been enjoying life, eating and shopping. just hacked about studies actually. But nevermind, get some good rest and chiong after which. Going back to Singapore tomorrow morning, going back to School (although it is a public holiday) to mug again. Well, generally, 10 more precious and short days towards the GCE A Levels Examination. Well, particularly, I have to say that I am happy that I am on the track, have to do some brushing up and things like that. Have been practicing papers and making notes. What makes me worried was the Chinese A Literature whereby there are tonnes of things to memorize. So sianx. But nevermind again, because it will ends very soon. And its less than 1 month towards the end of the GCE A Level Examination. After which, maybe enjoy in Singapore, if not, back to Malaysia with my family. Hehe. Jia you ba, everyone. may god bless ALL!:)

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Yesterday night was like pondering over this particular question, on what gonna be after the A Levels, leaving out those fun and play, where I am going to …what am I going to…, everything just bothers me so much. I just cannot take it anymore. But I kept constantly telling myself, just concentrate on A Levels, and think of nothing now. Walk one step count one step. But I am clear that, compared to others, my changes gonna be the most drastic one. Therefore, I should not make any promises yet.

I gonna concentrate very well for the A Levels for the time being, I shall not let ANYTHING to drift my attention. I have been quite noisy and talkative, in which I promised myself and you all that, I will not make any unneccesary noise. So A Levels first for the time being, I think for the next 4 years or so, I will not be having any BGR thingies, because it tends to be very complex when you are in my position, due to many things to consider. So, I shall not think of that thing, once I said it, it means it. So, when everything is stable, everything is settled, when I got a stable job and income, then I will talk about that thing. So, for the 4 years ar, I will be single. Haha. Lolx, maybe single for life…Hehe. Jia you ba!

Nothing much for this particular entry, as I just went back to Malaysia this weekends. Slacked. Which makes me abit stress la. But nevermind, it will be over. Today, saw someone in the bus stop, maybe somehow, I really do not dare to talk to her. How she felt in which I really do not know. Maybe, she still hates me, maybe she wanna avoid me, or anything. But I see things in a friend friend relation, and yet, something in which I should not or dare to get near with. Well, maybe next time, if really so, we meet again, then we will catch up with each others. But from her face, she is relatively fine and happy, glad to see that.

Anyways, Da Da is being missed so so so much. Haha. Jia you worx!:)

Memorabilia. Indeed suitable for this particular entry. Today is Friday, I gave myself a 3 hours off, in which I will go sleeping later. Because I am damn tired and sleepy. Eyes gonna burst. Yeah, back to the topic, today is the last day for curriculum in JJ, and days down will be for self study, for A Levels, and then..for fun, but after which I think I will be crying with a tissue box, because of Results. Last day lers, time flies, really very fast, in which it actually came. I am now in a mixed of feelings. For studies and for friends, especially YJR. Alrights, let me put the A Levels only at the back. It returns to the Year 2003…(66 Pictures that Path through my four years)

Remembering…back in secondary school, when I still secondary three, here are some pictures back then…:

When we really laugh and smiling, studying together, everything just so fine, not really stress also, days were like childhood. How I wish I can return back to then. It was the first time ever taking that neoprints on the first picture, with Estee and Des. The second one was also great, with Carmen, Leon and Swee Kim, Carmen and I were like sister brother by then, and the third picture was with Bing Huan JC and Estee, super ugly anyways…haha. I mean myself. Yesh, after which, its the time to face O Level Examination, forgotten the feelings, but still, not as stress as preparations for A Levels. I still love it, studying and graduating as a class…

The class photo in which was taken in year 2004. Many class photos taken, was great, did not scan it out, but after looking at it, felt very funny for some of my friends, hair style and everything, especially me, so kena sai. That was still in Marsiling Secondary School. I love that school loads…

As time flies, we were graduated. And its our turn, standing in front of the hall, taking alot of photos, and held a graduated folder. I still remembered we were the only class presenting a cake to our teachers and principal. The Principal, another motherly look, caring Mrs Choy Chee Meh, still can remember very clearly about her, who helped and encouraged me alot in my education and everything, without her, I still donno my potential. Thanks Mrs Choy, you are a great principal I ever seen. 4M2’2004, too, I missed you all loads, how are you guys and gals doing?

After the O Levels, after getting the O Level Results, 13 points, relieved, and so, we 4M2 began to go on our own ways. Met up during special occasions and here are some pictures, neoprints taken at random.

Changed alot everyone, the last picture was taken after the released of O level results, just like children have grown up already, haha. Alrytes, here come something more recent. In the start of Year 2005, was able to go into the 3 months coruse in Yishun Junior College…

The days back then was rather relax, because we always “towning” one, playing and ponning school. Like don have lessons, go school just to meet up and talk nonsense. I missed those days with these peoples, I know all of them are doing very well, just a pity that we cannot be studying in a same school, but wishes them all the very best. 3 months passed, and I was being posted into Jurong Junior College (JJC). At start, it was rather unfamiliar and everything looks so amess, luckily got a some good friends to mix and laugh with, especially, back then, Cai Ye was my best friend…hah!…

Back then, Swee San came to school, we were as one gang also, and three of us, called Mimi club, still got that badge with me, haha. The blue one was mine. Back then was rather cute…haha, JC students still can do this kind of things, lolx, but good memories because we always do stupid things and cracking stupid jokes. I also remembered we always took funny videos and photos, was very fun! Then was 05S22 outing, in which I did not go, so sad yeah, because something crop up, and everything was so bad back then…

But nevermind, there will always be a chance for us to go outing again, After A Levels, BBQ AGAIN! Haha, looking forward for that, really very much…Anyway, does you guys remember this??…haha, for our blog, but too bad la, business not very good, then closes down, our faces back then….

Haha, I wanna laugh, super funny. hence, it means everyone changed for the better le ma…hehe. And Talentime, was rather bad because called to do some job but ended up something wrong….

That was Jie Sheng and myself and Nattaporn. my JJ school mates, actually also got quite a bit of memories. JJ Talentime 2005 was rather great as Miss Spore Uni came ma….big eyes open! And Nat’s make up was…Of course, shall not forget some random pictures with my Secondary school friends in which we met up quite a few times…

Chalet with them, Lily’s Birthday back then, gave a very very big surprise, I supposed it is coming soon again yeah…haha, and teachers Day 2005, we went back and celebrated with our well loved teachers…:

05S22 BBQ at Parc Oasis remembered? Haha, that time was also great as it was the first outing for me and them. Few pictures to recap, some were rather funny…

The first pciture was rather funny yeah. Haha, haven got ready then took.LOLX.Friends celebrated my 18 Birthday last year…hehe…

And this…

This had became memories for me and her. Thats it all I have. It has been 1 year since I saw her. Hope that shes doing very well, and cheering happily always…just like in the pic.

Alrtyes, thats all about year 2005. In the marching towards of year 2006, was great, busy and many many things that filled my and our life. I can said that, after year 2005, I started to lead a very very diffrerent life and something new.

Yesh, thats all the beginning of the year, I have changed after which. Being a more enthusiatic person, engaged in many activities to fill my life…And thats when I finds more friendship and so …the founding of Yi Jia Ren (YJR). Also, don forget about family, especially when it comes to Chinese New Year 2006, haha…enjoyed ourselves, and I missed them loads…

After that, was towning with Secondary school friends and 4M2 BBQs too wors!

Lastly, most exciting part, because it gonna be something to do with YJR! Haha, Cai Ye went back to China after that, we took a couple of pictures, and so life for us moved on, and it flies, we came near to A Levels. Should have enjoyed our days here. Here are some pictures of ours, and what we did in class, by drawing funny things…and so on…

Yups, thats all ba, it took me hours to compiled these. Actually there are more to go, shall do it when I am free. My memories everything, will be inked here. I am drained, its time for me to sleep for two hours or so and then continue to study…jia you everyone for the coming A LEvels!

I think the above title is rather well suitable for this particular entry. After a week of disappearance or so, back with many many thoughts, feelings and everything that I wanna pen down, here in my blog. Simply because everything seems rather complicated yet brought about some simplicity. These days, happiness might cover my expression and everything like nothing really bothers me, but deep down in my heart, there are loads of things to care about.

First and foremost, National Examination! Yupx, the A Level is just around the corner, have to really make full use of this critical period of study break. But in the meantime, I should say that I will somehow break myself into pieces. I am changing my study style, to really study smart in a way. No more mugging, but some really need to mug hard, but still, smart is that matters all. However, something that really lured my attention was, will I be able to go to the University Course of my choice. I am a person who does not aim too high, as long as I can meet the minimum criteria that grant me to entry to the course I want, that will be more than enough. I hate myself for being lazy, for being not hardworking for the first year and consecutive, only when it comes to the critical point, then I realised its time to wake up. Time is really tight, and I just hope that for the remaining time I can have, please…just enable me to get the minimum grade for Banking and Finance in NTU. I really hate myself now. I am scared, I am petrified, I am at the same time, Tired. Although I am able to pass all my subjects, but I am afraid that the A Levels isnt so. Sometimes, I wanna tell myself to cool down, and believe. Yeap, it does helps, in some ways. But it is just too artificial for my happiness. Today, heard from Ms Ng YL about how she get through the toughest period in life, tell yourself, “this will end, A Levels will end very soon….” Yesh, bad things will end, but happiness too, is also a short gift to human beings. But I think that is enough. People, including myself, must really know what is “enough”. Never pursue the impossible, yeah, some may rebutt to the way I said, but I mean, not to go for something that you cannot reach, but rather, go for something that is being realistic. I heard from a TV show, as long as you do give yourself an aim that is too high, you will be naturally happy in a way. So, if I just want to lead a normal life, with low income(although), but going through the process life in a very simple way, wouldnt I be much more happy than the state I am in now. Moreover, after these hardship, yet cant get into that gate, wouldnt it be much more painful? Yupx, but I think we should aim for the impossible and do the possible. Just simply because, IMPOSSIBLE is I M POSSIBLE when it is broken up. What can I do now? Continue to work hard and do not let myself to regret in the future, at least I can tell myself, I have done my best. Thats all I can do.

Next, I missed my family very much. Although I can just go back to Malaysia in an hour or so, but I cannot stay with them currently. Already for almost two years, I know I have grown alot, emotionally and thinking, everything has developed. After my A Levels, I will spend most of my time with my family members, and really, with them, I am very very happy, and I can forget about almost everything. I Love you Dad Mum Sis and Bro! All of you are being Missed!

Next, will be my dear friends! Friends I shall say are currently my second big part of my life. They plays an important role in my life. No matter who you are, as long as I know you, you are importantly included. With them, especially YJR, without them, I wouldnt be here. Also, I would not have woken up and study hard, I would not be smiling and laughing happily, I would not have been enjoying all the precious moments together, and I would not be able to find her. Once again, I have words for you gals.

Yanling: You are the most innocent girl that I ever met. Thanks alot for accompanying me through the mugging days, have to hear from me when you are also stress. Your words and everything, has aid me in many ways. You are a cheerful girl, you think of others before self, as I continue, the list goes down and down. I would say that I have no words to replace the word “thanks”. Because, it has been well versed so many times, once again, Thanks alot. All the best for your studies, and do remember, there will always be rainbow after a rain, keep the cheerful character forever:)

Fenglin: You are a cute girl! Very cute actually, waha! Firstly, I would like to apologise for my insensitivity towards you, but actually, you knew, I am of no harm. I will change that. Thanks for all the laughter you gave to YJR, you must continue to work hard, nothing in this world is impossible. I believe you can do it, so you must also believe in yourself. Anyway, I like the name called :”Parrot Wong”. Waha!

Jie Xin: Shu Nv! Waha! You are an active girl. Seems like nothing will bothers you. You are very clever wor, must continue to work hard! Thanks for teaching me and guilding me when I am in difficulties on my studies. Calling you numerous times, and yet you are so patient in replying and answering my doubts. I really donno how to repay you. But still, you are a great friend, without your jokes and humours, without your positive sights, life will be boring. Thats what I shall describe you. Thanks once again!

Eileen: You too. Another clever gal! Waha…thanks alot for helping me in my studies. You are a great person! Jia you for your A Levels, and really take care of yourself. You can do it in the A Levels, don worry, and I wish you all the best in attaining your goals. Stay cheerful, and smile always.

Ting Ting: You are very Xingfu wor. Haha! Thanks alot for accompanying me study and study, also, you are the best “chitchatting” partner. Waha! Talked loads. haha. And I hope you will continue to hang on there, and swot hard in As, and in attaining your dreams. Do take care ofyour health too. How you look, doesnt matters. What is important is character. Cheers!

Swee San: This girl must really take care for her health ler wor. Although cant really do anything, here praying that you will recover fast. Steadfast your foot step, don panick, you will get through this. Jia you in your studies too. Stay cheerful and may all your dreams come true!

Wrote quite alot. Its time for the last part before I ends my blogging session today. I have think it through long ago. I regret for saying people, for criticising people and everything. Although I cannot retrive back what I said, I shall apologised here. Whoever, had been criticised by me, I am sorry. I promised not to do it again. I promised…

So, what I can do now, is to continue to swot hard for my A Levels, and I would call it JClife. I will miss those days, and two more days for us to study as a class. 05S22, you all too, will be missed. Laughter and everything, I really cannot bear to leave you all. Take care to all, and Jia you. You guys and gals can do it, as long as we believed! Lets make our mark!

Here are the comparison of the full results:

JJC Mid Year Examination 2006 Results:

General Paper: 50 C6

Mathematics: 36.5 F

Economics: 44 F

Chinese A:

Paper 1: 48 .5 O

Paper 2: 29.5/50 and Compo (20/35) -> 58 D

Overall For Chinese A: 53 E

JJC Preliminary Examination 2006 Results:

General Paper: 50 C6

Mathematics: 53 E

Economics: 53 E

Chinese A:

Paper 1: 66.5 B

Paper 2: 19/50 and Compo 22/50 +LISORAL –>52.5 E

Overall for Chinese A: 60 C