It has been some time since I last blogged. Time really flies. Last blogged was like 20th October. Have to write down something to make my life remembered. Alright, after 20th October, actually was pretty busy and really quite affected during this period of time. Rather, I would say that when there are time for fun, there should be time to be serious too. All I can remembered, the days spent during October was a great one. Heading to school in the morning and ended up somewhere at night, then headed home like 12 am. Haha. Just looking for that experience.

On the 17 October 2009, we had a dinner and chilling time with Lili! It was supposed to be a special celebration for Lili’s Birthday. We had our dinner at New York New York. The food was super yummy! We played with the fluffy sugar candy…haha! Then Lili went so so so funny. After dinnering, went to chill @ the loof! HAHA! It was our first time there. With Lili, Felix, Estee, Jin Chuan, Des, Charmaine and Yan han. Managed to get home by the last train. Pretty drunk because we had pure vodka! Played games. And it was a pretty good evening. =D

During the weekends after which, went to have my hair cut cos of the freaking hot weather! GOT RID OF MY FRINGE!!! Missing it now. HAHAHA!

On 19 October 2009 Monday, we had this special Monday date with the GMS! Went to have dinner with them at Holland V @NYDC. Quite okay and on the way, with all the meaty and birdnest! KNS! Thats when the nonsense meaty meaty balls and hair like birdnest came. Was funny la, but my hair is so not birdnest! NOT LIKE THAT MEATY GILLIAN!!!! Haha! After which, we went to Coldrock to have ice cream! nice nice! We gonna go one day again!!! =D And we had a great chilling session at Starbucks. Which was really cosy and nice. And then, our topic was like so random, talking about overseas trip, and also about shallow topics la, like making my caller display pic la etc. Then went to Coldstorage to buy my cornflakes and milk! HAHA! AND THAT GILLIAN CAME TICKLING MY ARMPIT! So so so gao wei! It was so fun. Headed home by bus. Meanwhile, that Gabe carried Gillian and turn like mad. LOL! It was all laughter. =D

On the next day 20 October 2009, consecutively, we made our way to Woodlands for dinner. We had Pasta Mania. Actually we dint really plan to go, it was just a sudden plan. GBB came back from her driving, and was to meet up with Delphi before going home. But, because they met me up at Mega, which I do not have the mood to continue studying, we then called down Gillian and Gabe to go dinner. HAHA! Then after our dinner, we went to Courts! And we made a mess there. Its really insane of us by going there to discuss on what kind of mattress and bed to buy etc… Damn funny la. After which, we ended up at Starbucks to chill again! HAHA!

After which, our Gillian Doggy went overseas to Macau/HK. Before she left, we were at the benches slacking again. Actually after singing with Gabe’s Laptop, we actually wanna go Sing K! BUT!!! We decided not in the end. HAHA! However, one very bad news that day was because GBB dint manage to get over for her TP Test!!! Don worry, try again, you will be better during the next time. DONT DRIVE TOO RECKLESSLY! HAHA! In the evening, we (Grace, Gillian and me) went for dinner at McD@ CCK. Had McSpicy Double that day. Was a great Wednesday! Because we went flooding each others Facebook wall. HAHA! The “Macau/HK” thingy. LOL! FUNNY TO THE MAX. Whenever I am at McD, it will never fail to make me happy! =D And so, Gillian was not with us for the rest of the week cos she needs to restyle her sheepy hair. HAHA!

On the Friday, 23 October 2009, Grace, Mok and Me met up for breakkie @CWP McD once again. Then we came across this Monopoly thingy. And GBB got herself an instant win! McMuffin! So cool! And thanks for letting it to me. HAHAHA! I M A BIG EATER! Then, we decided to go for K-session @Patyworld (Civic Centre). My first K session with them. Was a great one actually. Then went mad taking photos. Was a rainy day, and we went for early dinner @ PizzaHut. HAHA! And we have so much nonsensical talks and making so my assumptions. Wanted to do something srsly mad, but ended up dint. HAHA!

During the weekends, went back to Jaybee spending time with family. It was great time with them especially when we came talking about plans etc. I went shopping with mum for the tiles for house renovation, looking for hoods and hob. LOL. HAHA! Some kinda missing them right now. Haha. Gonna see them tmr!

And on that Monday, 26 October 2009, our dearest Gillian came back from overseas! SO FUNNY because the first thing I saw her was giving her a scare by shouting “DOG!” outside the LT while waiting for GBB to come out. And plan succeeded. HAHA! And after which, GBB came out! and we started our week once again. Went to Megabites to have lunch. And so, the girls were so obsessed with the pinkish cover for ipod and iphone. HAHA! And that was the first time I met Alyssa, a friend of GBB. After which, went to the benches outside popular to do our studying. But eventually, we dint! Just flipping thru the study guides and plain talking. HAHA! During evening, we went for dinner as usual. Went to Jurong Point!!! Had Pizza hut again! We were so freaking funny when we are having our dinner. We were talking about dirty jokes again! LOL! After which, we went to chill at Starbucks. Sat there for an hour plus before leaving. So slacky of us. Then we went playing with Gillian’s shoe, making each others smelling that odour! HAHAHA! Was freaking laughing like mad! HAHAHAHA!

On 27 October 2009 Tuesday, which is straight after that, we met up in the early morning to have McD Breakkie at King Alberts’ Park. So near to school. Was so obsessed with the monopoly game again. HAHA! Oh my god, I missing hash browns now. HAHA! After which, we took a photo with Gabe’s Instax Camera. HAHA! So nicely taken. After that, it was raining cats and dogs. No choice but to cab to school. Headed to the library and the mugging began. In the end, we did not actually mug. Ended up playing at the Atrium. Making that greek goddess hair on Grace, and taking photos, talking about stuffs. KNS. Then we went for dinner at Megabites before heading home. That night, Gillian was super funny, asking me stupid things like:"Do u do ur own laundry?” “You room got attached bathroom?” “So where you place your stuffs” “How often u change ur bedsheet” etc etc while waiting for her parents to arrive. Grace and I was like laughing like mad as if Gillian is trying to do an interview. HAHA. After which, waited for the bus with Grace before heading back home.

On Wednesday 28 October 2009, we went K SESSION! Damnation. It was another super sudden plan. But we did managed to study in the library before getting ourselves @ Clementi Partyworld. Okay, lets not talk about this because its pretty mad in there. HAHA!

On Thursday, 29 October 2009, was down with flu. Cancel my dinner with YJR! SAD!!! =( However, have to go school for important meeting (ISN). Because last week also sick. Then managed to get a photo taken with Ploy and Mak Mak May. Can see how my eyes went… so wrong so wrong. HAHA!

Luckily on the next day, I was kinda recovered. 30 October 2009 Friday, we went to school for a full swing studying session. Managed to study well!!! HAHA! BUT GILLIAN WAS LIKE SLEEPING ALL THE WHILE. GRACE WAS LOOKING AT THE MIRROR…LOL. After which, Delphi, Gillian, and Grace went dinner with me @LJS Clementi. Was a pretty fast dinnering because it was raining so heavily. So we went home after which. =D

During the weekends, I went back to Jaybee once again! It was another great weekend with family. On Sunday especially, we went for a family shopping outing. Morning, we had breakkie at our favourite toast cafe. Then we went to shop for kitchen hoods and cooking hobs. HAHA! After which, we went to Persada Johor (an exhibition center) because of the HOME FAIR. So crowded!!! And it was a great time there as there are lots of renovation designs. Then we had lunch along the straits of Johor. Nice seafood and the Coconut drink was exceptionally good for the hot weather! HAHA! Then, went out with Mummy in the late afternoon to the temple. At night, we had a dinner before Daddy sent me to the bus stop. Really miss them loads when I said Bye bye to them! HAHA!

At last, can talk about this week! Which was the start of NOVEMBER! On Monday 02 Nov 2009, we spent all of our time at MEGABITES! MAD MAD MAD! Apparently, we spent time talking about nonsense again. HAHA. Ended up spending around 10 bucks in Megabites. Eating and drinking. LOL. After which, we decided to settle our dinner in town. So, we took bus down to far east plaza and had wanton mee!!! Its a nice place. Then we went to shop for perfumes as GBB needs to get a new one. AND got the Flora by Gucci!!! DAMN HELL NICE! I gonna get myself the big Gucci by Gucci for MEN! Super nice!!! Woohoo! Then walking around like mad kiddies. Headed to the Cathay and ended up watching “Jennifer’s Body”. I can tell you, its the worst movie ever watched! HAHAHAHA! I wonder why the quality of movies nowadays got bad to worst! SHIAT! hope that the coming SAW 6 will be good!!! I need to scare myself with those gross thingies. Managed to get home by the last train again!

The rest of the week. Tuesday was a good day because we did our studying! AND GILLIAN’s shoes actually tortured my nose! HAHAHA! U can see how hardworking Gabe was! =D

Wednesday, 04 November 2009. I had my Casting Call 2010 shoot. Was a great experience. However, still cannot get over about the outcome of the picture. Hopefully, it will not look as bad with that angle. HAHA! Crashed Gillian’s class. And never get serious. Ended up at McD for our dinner. What was so LOL was we were waiting for 4D results on the radio! HAHA!

And Thursday. I will update again because we got a special date with Mok. Pictures to be updated too.

Anyway. That was pretty a summary of what happening to me recently. October was a month fulfillingly lived. And now November started, its already the 7th. I seriously aware that I need to get serious and settled down. Its time to get myself really doing intensive revisions and focusing on what has to be serious. However, I did do what I am supposed to do. And I never ever neglect my work in any way while I was having fun too. I think I am balancing them well. However, when it comes to the expectations of others, its never easy to fulfill all. Just feel that, sometimes, its impossible to make everyone happy. I am just a normal person, trying my best in everything that I am supposed to do well. Please, I just hope that the feeling I get is that I fulfil what you wanted. However, donno if I am thinking too much or what, just felt different. Yes, kinda stress now. Still, have to practically face them all. Besides these, there are alot of other things that I need to attend to. I need to talk. But just do not know who to talk to eventually. I know, I will be on this battle on my own, fighting for my future. Many things are at stake, and how to make sure all stakes are still the stakes makes it a big challenge for me.

I will do my best. I live for myself. I will try to fulfil on what I can. Let me embrace November, making everything into an accomplishment for myself, and for everyone.