Time to touch on some reality stuffs
not a very heigthening period for me actually
i am busy with nothing, but merely making myself to recover
from a silly irreversible decision of mine
thinking back, its just so bad
but what happens, happened
pointless to rant about it
i was left with no other option but to stay back in Malaysia

zero serious work done, and of course unable to fulfill many important tasks
which got to mean that, i disappoint many again
ouh
i just dread disappointments so much
not to forget, this incident once again troubled so many people around me
i just do not know how apologetic and grateful for all the helps

praying for speedy recovery
better anytime before the chinese lunar new year, which
i used to look forward so much
but its not the case now
how sad :(