As the title suggests, the road ahead
i would presumed it will not be a smooth riding one
but nothing in the world is a smooth one
this really hit me hard unexpectedly after all the career networkings and fairs
i wouldn’t say that i am down beaten by the cruel reality
just that it makes me ponder critically on the purpose of everything
over confident or high expectation?
i don know, but as far as i am aware of, probably no, or yes
i seriously abhor the kind of discrimination
why are ours true ability be judged upon the superficial fact?
i seriously do not believe or even trust a single bit of it
i gonna make it even bigger this time
to proof or whatever
gonna live up my expectation
with all the will and strength i possessed whenever and whichever is possible!

I gonna create lots of miracles
for the next two-three months
-at least one. :)

时间对于每个人来说
是有不同的定义
对于我, 光阴似箭, 有时不由我们自己掌握
所以, 我根本没有时间去质问自己
和那些有可能没可能的事与物

我必须看清面前的路途
那还遥远的人生目标
我不能让自己混乱
而是要拥有一股坚强的意志
-一切才有迎刃而解的局面.

不要质问,不需质疑 :)

Yesterday, I took another day off
omg, bad :(
but anyway, it was a planned lunch meet up with Zyue Xhien, Joy and Felix
we settled ourselves down at LENAS, Bugis
oh gosh, ah yes, haven meet them for ages!
especially Joy
we had a great catch up with each others’ life
of course, its really great to know that all of us are doing well
we chatted for hours till about 6 pm
-but it isnt enough, ha ha!

still, we had a photo taken!

and as we continue to realise our own goals
i see there are more opportunities coming along our ways
and its somehow exciting to ponder
-on whats for us in the near future
ha ha!

That day, it was our plan to have a lunch meet up at town
it was a total fulfilling day
whereby we went from woodlands to orchard, then to Shaw and to the Central
after to plaza singapura and then to cathay

dint realised it before recalling
but seriously, it was a great ton of memories
and we managed to catch alice in wonderland 3d
my virgin with 3d –awesome

yeah, it was some time since we last met
and carmen, to me
shes a special friend, special someone that,
i will always remember for life. :)
-thanks for all the memories.

Happy Birthday to You!

Oh my, these few days hasn’t been great
whenever the first second when i close my eyes, something tries to haunt me down
how much time do i left till the finals
not much i guess
have been telling myself not to count how much time left
just do as much as i can in every single day
but the drive can be a little inconsistent
-making the whole situation a little worst

I saw one sentence by my friend
“unlearn, relearn…”- i think this should be the mission
how can you absorb new theories when your cup is full?
hmmm, it does makes me ponder somehow.

the moment – sun yan zi

這一刻回頭看見自己　這一路的風景百感交集的我
下一刻又將飛向哪裡　漸漸疲憊的羽翼為你披上了勇氣
放心離開我　我會記得這一刻　那些還飛翔著不可思議的夢
雨後的天空　會有絢爛的彩虹　像最初相信著我們總會找到自由

這一刻時間變成行李　越過生命悲喜陪伴著我前進
因為你讓我看清自己　面對未知的恐懼腳步更加堅定
放心離開我　我會記得這一刻　那些還飛翔著不可思議的夢
雨後的天空　會有絢爛的彩虹　像最初相信著我會找到自由

哦……只是遠行　不是逃避　道別是為延續回憶永恆的華麗
你……要照顧自己不要忘記　那些燦爛過的痕跡

放心離開我　我會記得這一刻　那些還飛翔著不可思議的夢
雨後的天空　會有絢爛的彩虹　像最初相信著我會找到自由　自由

一杯浓浓的咖啡伴随着世界新闻，
开阔新的一天。
又在图书馆的某一个角落，
努力为无限希望的未来冲刺！:)

I refrained myself from coffee for the past few months
and think will start consuming those caffine from tomorrow onwards
- because its is so strong that will keeps you going
dont ever belittle “caffine”.

*do not have it before sleeping, they kill as well.

Had our first preliminary paper – quantitative finance yesterday morning
i presumed its my best attempt in getting myself sitting in for it at least
and managed to answer questions that i am able to
but got myself off the seat after an hour
then met up with gabe and gillian before heading to suntec with jonathan

awww, sad enough to say that the career fair is a pretty small scale one
no openings from banks/finance institutions – bad.
it was actually the career and training fair 2010 – more towards education providers
got to the booth of SIM GE, saw my photo on one of the booth panel
hmmm, its pretty weird to see myself looking bigger than my true self

the whole experience of being a SIM student ambassador was awesome
and all the networkings with staffs, school mates, agents from UOL and also interested applicants to SIM have enabled me to gain a better insight of life
i would say i have enjoyed the few hours there and thank you SIM for giving me such a great opportunity
rather thinking of which, its really time to stay up and fight all the way
no more procrastination and no more emo-ness
have to really weigh the costs and benefits

i think that as long you are clear about the goals in front
and work towards it
the goal will be within reach
- and this short term goal of mine
will be no other than first class honours. :)

and the new album from jason derulo is awesome
-particularly encore.

:)