I can much having this saying by my jc chinese lecturer in my mind
it was during our A levels time
she told us:”最坏的事物总会过去”
and A levels had parted with us for four years
in present, my last round of university examination
like it or not, still have to overcome them
knowing the worst will be over soon
why not give it a perfect shot
for one last round? :)

These few days were as good i presumed
at least i don feel much of dejection that i used to have previously
which is a point to note

time flows like water, and it will never pause
theres a time you will uphold something, but theres a time you gonna pass them on
yeap, immix has officially on wednesday with a new list of exco members for year 2010
we had a simple get around and ploy passing on the admin matters to the new head
hope that in the new year, with a new leader, immix can be on another level of achievement

its always memorable when we look back in a few years time
the moments and seconds that we had spent together
making everything possible
although sometimes things get hard
but its still a crucial life experience after-all isnt it?

thursday. went for the sim career fair networking session briefing in the morning
was so late that i have to cab down from clementi
suddenly realised that my time management is getting worst again
- bad.
need to make some adjustments to such a bad habit
but it seems to take forever, ha ha.

as for today, it was spent fulfillingly
with motivation being rejunevated
and purpose being revived
which having a purpose and the motivation to do so is good
- no matter what it is
progression was great, with the changi ambience
accompanied by tcc’s peppermint tea and all time fav tiramisu (which is long for since?)
lunch at xin wang then, and with coffee bean for tea
oh my god, all subjects this year are meant for genius
can someone out there supply me with divine ability so that i can deal with them
thinking of how much time is left for me scares me off
- and apparently i have been running away from the fact

got to know a senior of mine during secondary school passed away
due to a bike accident, his name is Muhd Salleh
- and this has been the second one from our school unfortunately
the feeling is not a good one
although we are not so close
but when i scanned thru his photos in facebook, a strong and healthy individual
has just disappear from this world, just like that with a finger snap
of couse its not easy to accept such a fact
rest in peace friend, the world misses you

- it brought us a message, always treasure those around you
persistant is good when the subject is good
but persist on something that does not even worth at the end of the day, you will regret
because we never got to know when is the last breathe of ours
and i got to learn to do away with those emo-ness
and really live everyday with contentment
despite the cruel fact that its never easy to accomplish

but at least we try to learn and willing to change for the better
and yes, for the better in all of us. :)

It was a sudden and swift decision to watch
Percy Jackson and the Lightning Theif yesterday evening, by Chris Columbus 
-the movie that i wanna watch so much when i saw the gigantic posters around orchard station
caught it with the person who “eventually” got away with her driving license, grace.
happy for her although she kept mentioning about how enlighted she was
still good try

yesterday’s revision
- bad
simply because i just do not have the energy to keep going
despite the fact that i just got back from cny
- a wrong no no
i dozed off in the library for abt half an hour until the inspector came and woke me up
i am just so drained and tired
and qf is just another subject that is as good as sleeping pills; or stronger than it
headed down to the cafe and web surfed for a moment
got back to work and managed to complete an insignificant portion of the chapter
how pathetic
inclusive of all those emo-ness
which comes and goes unknowingly

got to know that grace is available for the evening
so we decided to catch that craved movie of mine
its a fabulous show i presumed; although someone kept saying that its for children
but fantasy genre makes me destress a little
had our little chats and food at mos burger before heading home

aww, how bad to know i just got to become so busy for the coming weeks
with the career fair and open house coming by
there seems to be no simple resolution to them
but probably
i just need to be stronger for the world out there.

It becomes well questionable why I am behaving in an unusual manner
the inner side of myself, the emotional swings are just making me a little more not positive
was doing a reality check, exams are just around the corner
the bangs and booms are making time much more precious than ever
- i just wanna do them well; for one last round

Straight after cny, my uncle and aunt from PJ came to JB to visit us
its kinda surprising and we really looked forward to it
and of course, michelle came too :)
we brought them to different places to try the specialities of JB
and when thinking of places of interest
JB really lack of it (for now probably)
we had ah koong, thai food at zen, tea garden, ajisen, nijyumaru and monsta cafe!
went singing k and shopping
we also chanced upon some time and went to kota iskandar
enjoying the breezes and nature sights at puteri habour
the yatch and boats are oh my god
gonna own one sometime in my life
- its good to have some aims

of course, we had photos taken!

it has been 14 years since they last came here
time really flies
many things changed, especially the township development landscape of JB
and it will continue to boom with the upcoming legoland and themeparks
with the same heartbeats and cheery smiles of johoreans
hope that they had an enjoyable stay here at JB
and look forward for more to come by :)

Chinese new year was superb, as everyone including myself had an enjoyable moment throughout the long week.
i am still getting myself out of the dark long tunnel of the festive mood
apart from all the late nights, which seriously made me kinda drained
and again, apart from the questioning from relatives: “why are you so dark?”
(i really explained till mouth dropped)
the 2010 new year experience is one of a kind
a memorable one; as i always like to indulge in family warmth

we went to the seventh mile river when we stepped onto hometown, tapah
reunion dinner was a simple one
first day of cny made the whole ambience reds and pinks, including some other colours
gambling for almost a couple of hours
slowly tasting the all time favourite, grandma’s cooked porridge.
lou shang during dinner at cousin’s restaurant (Hou Yi Lou)
second day with the wanton mee for breakkie
then went to big aunt’s house (the very kampung feel), gambled again of course
tea time at Tapah Rest House
went crazy with all the funny jumping shots during evening
fire crackers went bonkers at night
third day a buffet lunch at cousin/aunt’s new house at kampar
cuddled with kiddos
playing with cards
and sleeping on the massaging chair – a total life
not to miss out, those supper times with maggie tomyam, goreng, roti bom and teh tarik
obviously, the 2000 photos that we took -  an awesome new record for 2010!
- that defines why i love cny that much, with bunch of cousies and relatives, making warmth and memories in a familiar setting where we find comfort.

of course, its impossibly to upload all photos here.
refer to my facebook if you wanna take a look at them

and so.
i had a great week :)
the day that i have been looking forward to ends for 2010
- time to face back to reality.

Chinese Lunar New Year just rocks so much
i cannot describe the excitement in me
but then
its a once a year family get-together occasion
and we should treasure it even more
happy chinese new year to all :)

ps: gonna be back with a tonne of photos

Three more days to the first day of chinese lunar new year
apart from the peeling skin of mine
its undeniably a day to look forward to
managed to view a photo video edited by my cousin
looking back, reminisce
recognising that all of us, including myself have come this far
realising our own goals and keep track with our achievements
a blink of eye, chinese new year is once again back to our doorsteps
and certainly, it will be over in another blink of the eyes
when we will be back to our workplace and keep on fighting
as for me, i just need to return and deal with my examination
which is awfully to know, in 80 days time for the first paper
oh no, bad

nevertheless, i will survive
like, no matter what. :)
anw, lunch date with the Gs tomoro.

Time to touch on some reality stuffs
not a very heigthening period for me actually
i am busy with nothing, but merely making myself to recover
from a silly irreversible decision of mine
thinking back, its just so bad
but what happens, happened
pointless to rant about it
i was left with no other option but to stay back in Malaysia

zero serious work done, and of course unable to fulfill many important tasks
which got to mean that, i disappoint many again
ouh
i just dread disappointments so much
not to forget, this incident once again troubled so many people around me
i just do not know how apologetic and grateful for all the helps

praying for speedy recovery
better anytime before the chinese lunar new year, which
i used to look forward so much
but its not the case now
how sad :(

Before any worst
i think i better be back in family care in Malaysia
will be good by next week

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i don wanna to.