Oh well, i should seriously make myself to sit down infront of the blog to update a little on my recents, before i head back to my IM theories (ridiculous relations between Sharpe and Treynor). i really wish, so much that to give up on my notes and do whatever i want, but reality is rather cruel.
anyway, i am so tired right now after whole day of mugging. i rather tired because of shopping, chatting, jogging, swimming or playing than tired because of studying. i hate my life now seriously.
every moment when i first open up my eyes in the morning, i am pretty well aware that i should hit for the library and mug off all the agendas. aww, how bad. :(
- worst still, i have to do by all means, to make myself motivated by trying to remind myself about the goals, what will happen after the exams, first class honours etc etc.
- and i think i am mad pertaining to this.
on the same note, job hunting! i think i will feel more depressed if i continue to apply and sending in resumes. – which mostly ended up with no reply. is my resume that bad? or probably due the lacklustre condition in the job market? hmmm, who actually knows please keep me posted.
- i think i should focus on my first class honours goal instead of worrying on getting a job.
went for POSB, DBS interview on the position for Personal Financial Manager
- its a sales job, well, it keeps me pondering…hmmm.
was rather happy that i got invited to Wearnes (WBL Corporation Limited), a Singapore based MNC, assessment centre. Supposingly to be a networking cum selection process.
- the event itself provided me a great insight and exposure to the company and the job scope as a management trainee.
- i am “so-wanna” get into that programme provided by the company. seriously, its so attractive. but ultimately, what will be, will be. i always tell myself not to expect too much, (cos simply just too competitive, not to mention that i lack self-confidence, but rather its good to face the reality as well). In the end, is not to make myself disappointed over rejection.
- still, although its my first time in an assessment centre (i mean real one), i think it will be one of the best, as i have enjoyed myself, same goes to my fellow school mates, presumbly.
other than that, recently my aunt came down from pj to visit us again. and she came down together with my mum as they wanted to visit the recently opened resorts world sentosa. actually its a visit to the casino. Ha ha! frankly speaking, its my second time there, inside the casino, and gambling! sounded so guilty but anyway, its just for the sake of fun. no big bets of course. :)
- its a great sight-seeing and yeah, time for me to stay away from all those boring notes.
and of course the days out with that kuku grace, with mok, studying at Vivo coffee bean, and cam whoring moments.
i cannot really remember everything but then, those were fast passing weeks.
-sigh, i just cannot believe that examination is nearing in like less than twenty day!
- twenty please, i hope its twenty years, or at least twenty months to exams, doesnt it sounds so much better.
- but i just hope that it will end faster, twenty minutes? how irony.
financial markets is something that i will always look forward to these few weeks
with the earnings season, stock markets are supposingly to perform
and ah, how enlighted to know Citi has made a net income of usd 4.4 billion and generating a 0.15 eps in the first quarter.
-great for the bank, investors and economy.
-ceo vikram pandit really did a great job especially in slimming down the bank’s operations and being more strategically focus on what is ahead, i supposed its truly once again, a global banking giant in years to come.
oh yes, wanna pen down an additional point with this post.
i seriously do question about the relative importance between friendship and relationship. how they correlate?
i actually once heard a friend saying, friendship and relationship at the same time cannot co-exist. and yes, its really true to a certain extent.
why must we go and question about “like it or not” when its about friendship. that really makes a funny relations, exactly depicting a “sets” diagram that we all learnt in additional mathematics.
- whereby relationship is a subset of the friendship set, or whichever ways that sound more logical.
really, no need. but of course, there are still many complications involved unless we really clear it. and yeap, at least we made things clear. :)
-and oh ya, don question about it, just some random thoughts running in my mind.
how? one day bright and the other being depress. if this is going to persist, i am certain that i can reach nowhere.
- thats why i tweeted “I seriously have no time to feel depress”.
and thats why i have to find reasons to keep me going, how pathetic.
i have to emphasise how much i hate the life now, once again.
i felt so breathless at some point of time…feeling like, giving up and stuffs, which i will not and must not.
this particular sentence somehow plays an important part to my life:
- you may not be at the best. But you can be the best at where you are!”
i really like this saying, especially its from me. ;) ha ha!
yes really, you may not be at the best place, best environment, or even the best institution, but you can still strive your best out of where you are.
so what can i do after all these rantings?
- Success is no other than to believe
so, believe “lor”. ha ha!
and to find that way to smile. :)
ps: my baby photo is so cute, and of course not to forget how much i have aged.
:)
