Had our first preliminary paper – quantitative finance yesterday morning
i presumed its my best attempt in getting myself sitting in for it at least
and managed to answer questions that i am able to
but got myself off the seat after an hour
then met up with gabe and gillian before heading to suntec with jonathan

awww, sad enough to say that the career fair is a pretty small scale one
no openings from banks/finance institutions – bad.
it was actually the career and training fair 2010 – more towards education providers
got to the booth of SIM GE, saw my photo on one of the booth panel
hmmm, its pretty weird to see myself looking bigger than my true self

the whole experience of being a SIM student ambassador was awesome
and all the networkings with staffs, school mates, agents from UOL and also interested applicants to SIM have enabled me to gain a better insight of life
i would say i have enjoyed the few hours there and thank you SIM for giving me such a great opportunity
rather thinking of which, its really time to stay up and fight all the way
no more procrastination and no more emo-ness
have to really weigh the costs and benefits

i think that as long you are clear about the goals in front
and work towards it
the goal will be within reach
- and this short term goal of mine
will be no other than first class honours. :)

and the new album from jason derulo is awesome
-particularly encore.

:)

The all new SIM GE International Marketing video
- the video that a group of students staffs and lecturers have put in effort 
got a bit of myself too. Ha ha! Enjoy.

I don’t want to miss the first class flight
-the only thing that i would crave for.

人生常常产生许多不愉快的事物
面对它们时，应该想尽办法摆脱它们，让自己快乐起来
但有时它却变得更严重，使自己盘问自我。

The element of relationship to me personally is still something
that i lack confidence of
speaking of which its never a good ending

- don ask why.

In life, there are countless encounters that act against our desires and expectations
whether they are times that we did not perform well in our examinations
whether we did not secure a career of our interest
or even whether an investor trading in a stock did not appreciate as deem to be
- just like Genting Singapore shares came down to 0.88 from a 1.30?
- or Citigroup shares plunged from a 4.50 to 3.40.

many people out there questioned about the fundamentals of share prices
should they get rid of them or hold on
to me, i think that it’s just a matter of time
since we have bought the shares
we should hold on to them

and there are instances whereby we would just wanna give up in the midst of exams
but i will still hold on
and to find a job in this period can be tougher than it seems to be
still i will hang on
- just a matter of time

the reason behind every success is simply no other than to believe
i said this so as i have personally experienced it
- whereby it just creates miracles. :)

Shucks! It’s already march, it’s something truly alarming to realise
although i am like sort of getting used to the mugging routines
it’s still a rocky journey ahead
alright, what’s in for this third month of the year
hmmm, bad prelims, job fairs, open house and job fair networking session during the end of the month
speaking of which, i am so not prepared for the networking! :(

I can much having this saying by my jc chinese lecturer in my mind
it was during our A levels time
she told us:”最坏的事物总会过去”
and A levels had parted with us for four years
in present, my last round of university examination
like it or not, still have to overcome them
knowing the worst will be over soon
why not give it a perfect shot
for one last round? :)

These few days were as good i presumed
at least i don feel much of dejection that i used to have previously
which is a point to note

time flows like water, and it will never pause
theres a time you will uphold something, but theres a time you gonna pass them on
yeap, immix has officially on wednesday with a new list of exco members for year 2010
we had a simple get around and ploy passing on the admin matters to the new head
hope that in the new year, with a new leader, immix can be on another level of achievement

its always memorable when we look back in a few years time
the moments and seconds that we had spent together
making everything possible
although sometimes things get hard
but its still a crucial life experience after-all isnt it?

thursday. went for the sim career fair networking session briefing in the morning
was so late that i have to cab down from clementi
suddenly realised that my time management is getting worst again
- bad.
need to make some adjustments to such a bad habit
but it seems to take forever, ha ha.

as for today, it was spent fulfillingly
with motivation being rejunevated
and purpose being revived
which having a purpose and the motivation to do so is good
- no matter what it is
progression was great, with the changi ambience
accompanied by tcc’s peppermint tea and all time fav tiramisu (which is long for since?)
lunch at xin wang then, and with coffee bean for tea
oh my god, all subjects this year are meant for genius
can someone out there supply me with divine ability so that i can deal with them
thinking of how much time is left for me scares me off
- and apparently i have been running away from the fact

got to know a senior of mine during secondary school passed away
due to a bike accident, his name is Muhd Salleh
- and this has been the second one from our school unfortunately
the feeling is not a good one
although we are not so close
but when i scanned thru his photos in facebook, a strong and healthy individual
has just disappear from this world, just like that with a finger snap
of couse its not easy to accept such a fact
rest in peace friend, the world misses you

- it brought us a message, always treasure those around you
persistant is good when the subject is good
but persist on something that does not even worth at the end of the day, you will regret
because we never got to know when is the last breathe of ours
and i got to learn to do away with those emo-ness
and really live everyday with contentment
despite the cruel fact that its never easy to accomplish

but at least we try to learn and willing to change for the better
and yes, for the better in all of us. :)

It was a sudden and swift decision to watch
Percy Jackson and the Lightning Theif yesterday evening, by Chris Columbus 
-the movie that i wanna watch so much when i saw the gigantic posters around orchard station
caught it with the person who “eventually” got away with her driving license, grace.
happy for her although she kept mentioning about how enlighted she was
still good try

yesterday’s revision
- bad
simply because i just do not have the energy to keep going
despite the fact that i just got back from cny
- a wrong no no
i dozed off in the library for abt half an hour until the inspector came and woke me up
i am just so drained and tired
and qf is just another subject that is as good as sleeping pills; or stronger than it
headed down to the cafe and web surfed for a moment
got back to work and managed to complete an insignificant portion of the chapter
how pathetic
inclusive of all those emo-ness
which comes and goes unknowingly

got to know that grace is available for the evening
so we decided to catch that craved movie of mine
its a fabulous show i presumed; although someone kept saying that its for children
but fantasy genre makes me destress a little
had our little chats and food at mos burger before heading home

aww, how bad to know i just got to become so busy for the coming weeks
with the career fair and open house coming by
there seems to be no simple resolution to them
but probably
i just need to be stronger for the world out there.