It becomes well questionable why I am behaving in an unusual manner
the inner side of myself, the emotional swings are just making me a little more not positive
was doing a reality check, exams are just around the corner
the bangs and booms are making time much more precious than ever
- i just wanna do them well; for one last round

Straight after cny, my uncle and aunt from PJ came to JB to visit us
its kinda surprising and we really looked forward to it
and of course, michelle came too :)
we brought them to different places to try the specialities of JB
and when thinking of places of interest
JB really lack of it (for now probably)
we had ah koong, thai food at zen, tea garden, ajisen, nijyumaru and monsta cafe!
went singing k and shopping
we also chanced upon some time and went to kota iskandar
enjoying the breezes and nature sights at puteri habour
the yatch and boats are oh my god
gonna own one sometime in my life
- its good to have some aims

of course, we had photos taken!

it has been 14 years since they last came here
time really flies
many things changed, especially the township development landscape of JB
and it will continue to boom with the upcoming legoland and themeparks
with the same heartbeats and cheery smiles of johoreans
hope that they had an enjoyable stay here at JB
and look forward for more to come by :)

Chinese new year was superb, as everyone including myself had an enjoyable moment throughout the long week.
i am still getting myself out of the dark long tunnel of the festive mood
apart from all the late nights, which seriously made me kinda drained
and again, apart from the questioning from relatives: “why are you so dark?”
(i really explained till mouth dropped)
the 2010 new year experience is one of a kind
a memorable one; as i always like to indulge in family warmth

we went to the seventh mile river when we stepped onto hometown, tapah
reunion dinner was a simple one
first day of cny made the whole ambience reds and pinks, including some other colours
gambling for almost a couple of hours
slowly tasting the all time favourite, grandma’s cooked porridge.
lou shang during dinner at cousin’s restaurant (Hou Yi Lou)
second day with the wanton mee for breakkie
then went to big aunt’s house (the very kampung feel), gambled again of course
tea time at Tapah Rest House
went crazy with all the funny jumping shots during evening
fire crackers went bonkers at night
third day a buffet lunch at cousin/aunt’s new house at kampar
cuddled with kiddos
playing with cards
and sleeping on the massaging chair – a total life
not to miss out, those supper times with maggie tomyam, goreng, roti bom and teh tarik
obviously, the 2000 photos that we took -  an awesome new record for 2010!
- that defines why i love cny that much, with bunch of cousies and relatives, making warmth and memories in a familiar setting where we find comfort.

of course, its impossibly to upload all photos here.
refer to my facebook if you wanna take a look at them

and so.
i had a great week :)
the day that i have been looking forward to ends for 2010
- time to face back to reality.

Chinese Lunar New Year just rocks so much
i cannot describe the excitement in me
but then
its a once a year family get-together occasion
and we should treasure it even more
happy chinese new year to all :)

ps: gonna be back with a tonne of photos

Three more days to the first day of chinese lunar new year
apart from the peeling skin of mine
its undeniably a day to look forward to
managed to view a photo video edited by my cousin
looking back, reminisce
recognising that all of us, including myself have come this far
realising our own goals and keep track with our achievements
a blink of eye, chinese new year is once again back to our doorsteps
and certainly, it will be over in another blink of the eyes
when we will be back to our workplace and keep on fighting
as for me, i just need to return and deal with my examination
which is awfully to know, in 80 days time for the first paper
oh no, bad

nevertheless, i will survive
like, no matter what. :)
anw, lunch date with the Gs tomoro.

Time to touch on some reality stuffs
not a very heigthening period for me actually
i am busy with nothing, but merely making myself to recover
from a silly irreversible decision of mine
thinking back, its just so bad
but what happens, happened
pointless to rant about it
i was left with no other option but to stay back in Malaysia

zero serious work done, and of course unable to fulfill many important tasks
which got to mean that, i disappoint many again
ouh
i just dread disappointments so much
not to forget, this incident once again troubled so many people around me
i just do not know how apologetic and grateful for all the helps

praying for speedy recovery
better anytime before the chinese lunar new year, which
i used to look forward so much
but its not the case now
how sad :(

Before any worst
i think i better be back in family care in Malaysia
will be good by next week

remains uncontactable
my apologies to any inconvenience caused
i don wanna to.

Consulted doctor this morning
on medical leave for a day
down with fever
and
-the pain is just going to kill me in any moment.

oh no. so bad. :(

I can really sympathize the feeling of being burnt
during the first day of the month
sun burnt is not something ha ha
it can make you faint – anytime.

bad.
serve me right though. :)

January is going to end in a couple of hours
time passes hastely
-as I always have mentioned.
There’s something that I need to focus my attention on
i am apparently being recklessly ignorant
but i like the way i am now
my new year resolution just simply, works
it makes me living this first month of 2010 a fulfilling one.

yesterday out with family at Sutera Mall
the chinese new year atmosphere was awesome
crowded with new year enthusiasts, drumers and music, bad traffic too
decided to do away with spectacles
due to vainity
first experience on wearing contacts
- bad.
probably need to have more guts
adjustment needed.

chinese new year is around the corner
- something to look forward to every year
i gonna have a booms one. :)